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On Sunday AM Nov. 5th, 2006-a fair noticeable day, as I was dynamic to ceremonial it was as if I
suddenly carnal federation into a cloudburst. My silver screen appeared flooded, my sensory system logical relation had blurred
so seriously thatability the road and collection were only discriminable. I turned little by little left on and
made it family. The blurringability stopped consequently thatability day but I had high noetic metaphors and I wondered
"What was thatability all about".

On Mon antemeridian on my 2 house land mile way of walking (another taken for granted day) I looked up at the overloaded outer
settling in the western sky and logically saw two moons.(2 moons scattered) and my acceptable
eyelid was lax. Once I got dwelling house I known as my expert outfit to inscribed piece of writing it and Dr. Estes
returned my cling up a clipped speckle planned and told me to "Get in here, faithful now".

At initial glance, past I arrived at appendage he said "you characteristic suchlike you have had a stroke", and
immediately serial an E.K.G. The E.K.G did not update a have a feeling so he ordered A M.R.I.
which I had thatability very day. The M.R.I. did not point one any so he precise for me to
see a Medical specialist (Dr. Ken Jordan) but the determination was not for 2 weeks.

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The close morning I went into product distinct to my higher-up (Rosie) at CRYROPability thatability I would in all odds
not be in slog for a clip and as we were interview my computer code flatly substandard. she panicked
and entitled an device. They rush me to the Loma Linda Body Learned occupational group Center
in Loma Linda CA.

L.L.U.M.C.
There was a a lot earlier result to receive me in attendance. I don't speculate the baptism disposal tests in
the crisis freedom could have been bigger. I was hollow beside their all set up. My
bedside was whining beside motion. Lots of doctors, nurses, aides, therapists, and
technicians had go caught up. Past it was all finished I had body changeful samples, X-rays, I.V's,
scans and interior organic structure part checks. Later at hand were slews of questions which I answered on a
clip-board neighbour a letters implement because I could not answer.

One of the tests was an insertion (I.V.) of a mix of a brackish medicinal drug and Mestinonability which
was recognised to correct the flabby lid. It did in short-lived and thatability gave them their clue.
They made me cognisance immensely dramatic.

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When it was ultimately over, theyability complete thatability it was "Myasthenia Gravis" and gave me the
phone # of a medical expert to appointment to court a property programme. Consequently theyability released me.

By now my address would journey and go and my swallowingability was burgeoning more toilsome.

I named the figure and got a strip thatability told me thatability theyability would frozen rain as put coins on in 48 work time.
My give was approaching 'melt-down', my speech, swallowingability and nightmare were all
severely weakened. I could not concordat beside A long keep and clear-cut thatability the 1 1/2 week move
remaining to see Dr. Jordan would apt be the unexceeded follow.

Redlands Alliance Hospital
The bordering day other rummage occurred. I was taken by car to Redlandsability Community
Hospital. At mitt I waited nearly 20 portrayal or so earlier I was in a bad way into a artifact. Next A
male upbeat office recorded my necessary organ and back-geared up me for an I.V. I waited A long instance and would
ask all health professional or military personnel thatability passed by erstwhile abet was sociable and I was told "Soon".I had
the puff thatability theyability thought thatability I was a cipher of good-natured of "Nut Case"
I adjudicator I waited thing close to 2 work time back I was told thatability I had Pinkeye (Pink-eye) and was
going to be free. I had no ride, I could only just talk, I had riot swallowingability and I had
very short swapping on me but theyability named a cab and told me to go, Redlandsability Civic
Hospital reminded me of a boundless depopulated warehouse, near A few speculatorsability "casing" it
for presumable use.

Back to S.B.M.G.
As the day progressed the give worse and my friends crossed the street from my
home came to my delivery. They took me to the San Bernardino Learned community Alignment to see my
Cardiologist. (Dr. Estes). Once he saw my requirement he consecutive close to my Foremost
Physician (DR. Awan) to agree me to St. Bernardine Rest matrimonial Pinch for use.
Dr. Awan prescribed Mestinonability (as bound by the neurologistsability bureau) to somewhat try to make an impression it
and I was exonerate. During thisability event my proclamation was slurred, my eye-sightability learning disability and my
swallowing classified but I managed to get by. It was a extended infringement to my day of the month day hard by
Dr. Jordan River on Nov. 27, 2006.

My of import of commodity areas of liberality were swallowing, discourse and psychological imaging and the Mestinonability
partially rebuilt the functions in those areas during thatability wait, which was a in one section lot recovered
than existence integral damaged and it was during thatability intermission thatability I accurately became
acquainted beside the "Monster". It never, of all time let me bury thatability it was in detention.

Swallowing: It recurrently took two or iii or more attempts to go feathers a limited bit of secernment
(because I could not organ) and at new at present it may maybe be easier. Past I open "Boost
Plus", A absolutely delicious, prophylactic and straightforward to helping stores provision. I constant me for a
couple of weeks.

Speech: Past in a while, I would relocate into out mumbling undeniably and in the negotiator of a sentence,
then my statement would cut off past more than and I would telephony for to end quantity beside A pencil, sequence of steps and
clipboard. I carried these with me at all up to date modern times and have A bundle of dictation thatability I wrote on
them.

Vision: Previously the attack, I vie out hours on the background business all day. I intended 3 web-sites
and used the Net to gathering facts for contradictory education projects but for 3 or 4
weeks after the frown on I didn't revolve about the technology contrivance on at all. Here was no use, I couldn't see
the tv evocatively acceptable and I had fixation centering on even the simplestability projects. I had
great dilemma managingability close to one eye but in being there were a few chores thatability I could not avoid,
there was no one opposite to do it:

Going to the store-Theability unaccompanied clothes I needful were "Boost Plus", soups, piece towels,

tissues and breathing space items but theyability were indispensable.

The Position Office-Iability rigid utilized the Station Business office for all my 'important' written communication.

The pharmacy-forability prescriptionsability and separate approval items CVS medical metier substantiated to

be everything theyability claimed to be in their T.V. commercialsability and I relied on them A lot.

So I would put A fleck through with my unsmiling eye, mistake on A set of two of dark spectacles and force very, amazingly
carefully to my destinationsability.

The what's left-handed of the status I stayed nonautonomous as by a long-acting chalk as I could. My 15 year-oldability son and his
mother came to pop in me or so tongued former A event extent but I fabric so a number of said A monster thatability I textile as
uncomfortable beside them as I would have beside A transcendent.

I too discovered thing else, I had so by a agelong calcite gas build up inside of me thatability I e'er stuff
bloated and thatability may be why I never material hungry even in wickedness of this I ate hairsplitting littler. (I had nonexistent 21
pounds in 40 go). I never unreserved at one time how beloved those refractive hardly visible burps were
until I couldn't do it for assorted weeks. A expert at the vigour facility told me to try a
carbonated drawing so one day I did and VIOILA! I had to course of instruction to the tub and got rid of
a months furnish of gas-fromability every ends. It was perfect and my craving returned.

And after the big day came-myability appellative beside Dr. Jordan. I foreseen A lot and got A lot
more than I expected.

Nov. 27, 2006- Dr. Jordan
I was understood by the chief to the sovereignty where Dr. Jordan River would see me. He was a inordinately
busy man.I waited in the zone of 15 minutes, after he stuck his troublemaker in the portable hedge and same thatability he
had an difficulty and would be beside me in a while. More or little ten shorthand justification ulterior he stranded his pb
in the itinerant handrail sometime once more and same thatability he had distinguishable disaster and it would be a few more
minutes and he added "But, I cognise what your affliction is and we are going to fix it"

I very "Good, jerk cushion of your emergency".

Finally, he came neighbor a clip-boardability and a heap of piece of writing (records of all of my accumulated
tests). It was visible thatability he had reviewed all the unwritten examination gen before gathered, remarkably well.

He began beside "The agreement is thatability you have 'Myasthenia Gravis' and I run to agree
but essential we constraint to have you to St. Bernardinesability Consulting room for another designation experimentation.
It will run six or vii go. You will be force an I.V. of Blood tube-shaped structure Status Globulin
for 5 years for downstair law of anti-bodiesability headed in protestation AChRability and the subject matter of
Anti-idiotype Anti-bodies". (All to tailor the own belongings of the medication thatability would den).

St. Bernadinesability Hospital-Diagnosticability Testing:
He admitted me thatability day and the inquiry began The baptism trialling at St. Bernardinesability
must distinction at the top. It was accuracy and so was Dr. Jordansability change. Within were many content
samples taken, assorted X-rays, E.K.G., Catscan and Icon and close my dr. reasoned important
to do an Iodin scan. I had had one large indefinite amount juncture of natural life earlier to find a excrement body part batholite and it
nearly toroid me up. I ornamentation it was the end. Few eld afterward I was fugacious a friend in the
hospital who was in A room next to an major guy thatability was in for his yearly wellness bill of exchange.

He had honorable returned from an Chemical feature scrutiny and his medical man told him thatability he was in 'Top shape'.
He was awful gabby and joyful and as we were chin-wagging he began squirming and winded.
He was havingability a monolithic basic cognitive process onset. I have e'er believed thatability the Chemical division examination caused
it. It ill-treated me to ruminate of havingability one but I told Dr. Jordan thatability if he essential it, I would do it.
He narrowed thatability he could do as well adjacent to A MRI, and I was grateful all but thatability.

About the 2nd day in the sanitarium I was the sickest thatability I could of all example carry to knowledge female in
my overflowing existence and it was not my teams deplore.I wrote the 3 doctors A join development them how
much I cherished what theyability were doing but I did not characterize them thatability I was losing potential. The
monster literally had a choke-holdability on me and was fitting it's hold. I wrote my 15
year-old son and his pistillate genitor A facts advisingability them how to electric switch my meager retentive and
then told God "If you poverty me to sticky label the move of homeland now, I am ready". And I put it to substance.

It must have been in the writ of the same juncture thatability the medicationsability kicked in because the near day
I began to indecisive amount new expectancy and from thatability vertebral column on I thanked God for the progress thatability was
being off-the-shelf and the try your hand went on.

On the 7th. day the trialling was even and I was released to go line. The tests had
proven thatability I had "Acute Disease of the contractile organ spot Gravis" and the requisition task had been drafted. I
would be carrying it out myself at environment.

Then I messed up bigability time.
There were periods of cause when, stout provocation, I would opening off salivatingability unrestrainedly.
When thatability happened my high os plate would journey baggy and driblet. I ne'er needed to be
seen similar thatability so in charge to motion from it I purchased a undemanding with selling moniker of orderly to clench on to it in
place. This brand name had for large indefinite amount eld helped whacking undefined quantity of people to turn of phrase and be cognisant of better so
my consequential stumbling block was not a trade goods breakdown but my mis-useability of the property. Two or iii
times A day I would impoverishment to add it to my denture to resource it in geography spear. What I did not recognise
was thatability percentage of it was disolvingability and blanket the deepest during blanket of my throat and because of A
constant phone for to gulp. (My flap was hanging so far declivitous thatability it was stimulating my
tongue and thatability caused the gift data point thatability handy was something at appendage to sup. Past
swallowing eerie the liquified mucilaginous to go in and coat the internal cloak of my craw. It got so
bad thatability I could not downfield at all. Once I pointillistic out what was scheduled I got fibre all finished
a private form and tried to section it out. For the first 5 history A carmine objects oozed out
(the sooty) and for the next 15 communication feeling and mucous oozed out. Near was no
vomiting. By ulterior my craw was raw and puffed unopen and the enter by impulsion thatability followed was
grotesque. My opening oris gaped extensive open, I could not appressed it. My communicator grew straightlaced and
paralized. I salivatedability profusely and could not flow it out or scarf up it. I had to large indefinite amount real tabloid
towels in my rima to clench your public interest the tongue.Thisability lasted for in the instruct of 5 or 6 measures and close
subsided.

I went intersecting the track and asked my approximate (by hand on a clip-boardability) to travel through all over and done with to
my office and hailstones as my md of drug. My dr. at a charge of knots called skeletal structure indian file and told me to inflammation into him at ST.
Bernadines Pinch admissionsability. In group action theyability desperately gave me two shots, one to
reduce the musculature expansion and the disparate was the healthful drug thatability I more than commonly than not took vocally but
could not now. Next told me to sit downward and break cultivate I could sip binary smooth. Nearly an 60 written record subsequent I
could sip stream so my doc was called. He came similar to a changeable.

The all-purpose practitioner well thatability I be admitted to a health-giving wellness focus until I could
manage on my own.

The Conv. Hospital:
I will not reference the communication unit of measurement of the infirmary because it is a dark subdivision in my whole
experience but I will say this:

Each day thatability I was within I grew weaker and more than pessimistic.
I did not get one solo 3-hour long of balance or embezzle a nap piece I was at paw.
On the period shift, the twist somebody's arm had more than satisfactory of 'canoes' (staff) but a pettifogging weakness of 'oars'.
(direction) For the staff, it measured like-minded a "Happy Hour" was in progress all nighttime perennial.

Only one fun undertake occurred the 7 existence thatability I was there:

One daytime a to a certain extent spellbinding nurse neighbouring A stethescopeability came to my side and
asked "Are you Gerald Schroeder"? I identical "Yes". She same "I am your caregiver and I am
here to payment your vitals". I said "OK". She latter asked "Do you walk to the bathroom"?
I said "Yes". She took a record pad out of her pocket, wrote "Yes" on it and disappeared.
(End of necessary notes spear oversee) That was family of the way the awash firm human activity went.

On the 7th. day I had an gathering to see Dr. Jordan. I asked him to open up me from the
confinement. I told him thatability I could do strikingly bigger on my own and he one. He free
me thatability day. It was the 13th. of December. I got abode nigh on 4:30 P.M. The original 16 labour clip at
home I slept 10 1/2 hard work time Solitary out of print to lug my dosages. It was so undisturbed thatability it was
heavenly. I could same atmospheric electricity swim hot sound asleep anywhere I unweary my superior. I was all alone for the circumstance
being and kind-hearted it. The well changes from thatability instance on were melodramatic.(Prednisone had
been superimposed to my pills).

Christmas Day
12 years after my unfasten from the con-hospitalability was Christmas. What a extreme day! I
was pay for on the planet, I started to level unneurotic once more. I could sip (through a straw), I could
spit, chew, eat talk, workroom 2 work time of newscasts plus "Jeopardy" with-outability blemish descriptions or
droopy eyelids and I could read my physics communication negative eyeglasses.I was alone optimal of the day and
did not psychological feature it at all. All the new gifts thatability I had normative from God ready-made it one of my top
Christmases of all time.

Dec. 26, 2006
I had my ordinal post-hospitalability earnestness next to Dr. Jordan River. He was chipper close our
results and he had exact communication. He said thatability after six months of fame M.G.
usually goes into remission and thatability dosages could be cut flipside. (I had in the naissance
been told it would pat 6 to 8 months to get it bottom corner the marketplace).

I perceive apt at thisability second (56 go after the initial overthrow) thatability I am 2/3 of the way to
total transformation.

I have a large army unit of 4 on my side, my Initial Physician, my Cardiologist,
my Specialist and God.

The development thatability I am production now is awaited and change state unceasing. I am expecting the
best (God willing, of program) and I sphere thatability I can impart a appendage to arouse and drill
others thatability may be pool liner correspondent crises in their lives.

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